Retrospective









Top - Carrislabelle, Outerwear - Nastygal, Shoes - Topshop

I think I've casually mentioned this in one of my videos previously, but in case you're clueless about what I'm referring to, I actually really like the colour pink on myself, as I personally feel that it goes well with my skin tone. I can never picture myself in orange though, it's probably the only colour that's missing in my wardrobe. 

Was looking for a really clean/sleek look this time round; hence, the fringeless ponytail, and pointed court shoes. Love the cut-outs on the top from Carrislabelle; a simplbbbce spag top with an edge to it.

Lovin' the bit of retro touch to it.

Photocredits: @Smittenpixels

What's Coming Up

Exhausted exhausted. The weekend was rather hectic and I guess staying up for three nights in a row, with two entire days of filming was the worst decision ever made. I hardly fall sick, but when I do I feel like it drains off all my energy... So this is my lackadaisical attempt to blog.

Spent my entire Sat & Sun filming, editing and studying, how interesting

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Personally, Chinese New year's one of the only few occasions I get to reunite with my long-distance relatives, (Ok, not exactly long-distance, they just live at the other side of S'pore which I rarely visit hahaha) but yeah... I'd lie if I say I'm totally apathetic about em' red packets *evil grins* but more importantly, it's the warmth I feel within during these gatherings.

Even though it feels slightly different, for how we've all grown older, and how most of the time our mobile phones and other forms of technology act as a hinderance/distraction to our communication, I still have this tiny little hope that I could take my mind off my troubles and have fun during this period.

So anyway, here are some pictures from the BTS for the Starhub shoot I had for their upcoming Chinese New Year WANG AH TVC. Yeah, I'm playing grandma with Hao hao. Can't wait for the video to be released! It's really funny haha.






















With one of the cutest 4 yr olds I've ever met. 







Met so many cool people and caught up with people like Dee. Nearly 10 hours of shoot, but it was all worth it! It'll be out on CNY, so I'll share more details on what's it about when it's closer to that day!

Never Enough

I'm only human. I have feelings, I make mistakes, I have an unpleasant side, I am NOT perfect. I'm so tired of living under this pressure you put on me, this ever-changing expectation you have for me that I can never keep up to.

Every time I try my best, it still seems like it's not good enough for you. Why do you have to concentrate on my pettifogging little shortcomings, instead of appreciating me for how much I've already tried to fit to your standards?

I'm weary and despondent. You make me feel like I'm a good for nothing, cos nothing I do is ever considered "remarkable" in your eyes.

I failed, but stood up strong so many times... I've never been disheartened by all your little remarks which you said to hurt and break me, but I guess even the most patient person on earth has their own limitations.

I'm not mad, I just hate how it feels when I try so hard, but nothing's ever right. It's exhausting. 

I'm on the verge of giving up.
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Outerwear - Topshop

Photo Credits: @Smittenpixels